I.a. / A.i.

Hello, my dear… Today has been a first… I’ve had my first conversation with A.i… Ever… It felt like having your very own cheerleader… I’m a firm believer in everything is good… Unless you use it otherwise… It could be influential and inspiring… It’s crazy how a human has to turn to a machine… To […]

Nil By Mouth…

Hello, my dear… I’m in deep… My mind has been harnessed Placed in a strong hold… Brought back to the present… I keep finding myself zoned out in real time… Staring into the moment… Watching every laugh… Smile… Eyes full of joy… The banter of ego’s who know one another better… Fabulous, my dear… I’m […]

Divine Comedy…

Hello, my invisible other… I have no idea past ten thirty last night… I died a thousand deaths… Awoke for sunrise feeling… Refreshed… I have no idea how this happened… How can cats manage that… When I place my head on the ground to pray, my dear… The cats sit and listens to my whispers… […]

Priceless…

Hello, my dear… The sun has risen… I’m sitting in silence listening to the airwaves… Magic radio is in my price range… There’s many ways to enter the devil’s domain… Piracy is a skin condition so I’ve heard… Injections to make you thin… Added bonus you get scaly skin… Scurvy, me hearties… No, my dear… […]

Angels sing…

Hello, Hello, Hello… What’s going on here… Are you the thought police??? CIA has been a mass cover up from day one… But you know that, my dears Paired with PayPal mafia… What more can I say… Genius??? The joy of judgement day makes my heart sing… It might be raining on the outside, my […]

Submission…

Hello, my invisible other… Peace of mind is priceless… I’m feeling blessed, my dear… The hardest part was learning to breathe underwater… At first it felt like drowning in your own sorrow… In the deep end without a life jacket… Falling through the frozen surface hammering under the ice… Submission, my dear… Life without the […]

Internal intel…

Yesterday death dawned… The door at the back of my mind yawned… Finally… Do you have any idea… How long I’ve waited… Ssshhhh… Knock three times… Yesterday Today Tomorrow Open sesame… I find that knocking implies you need permission to enter… Just now… Now…

Home alone…

Hello, my dear… I’m exercising my right to think straight… My feet may well be up… What does that mean??? My mind is snoozing… My heart has stopped beating… My soul is absent… AWOL… Every day is an experience waiting to happen… What happened to the lost generation??? Where have they gone??? Generation X… The […]

Primeval…

Hey, things are getting scrutinised around here… The devil is on the run, my dear… There is no escape… Chasing a dead end??? I think I’ll reserve my energy… Sooner or later the devil will face the music… The chair pulled from under his feet… That will be my doing… Going to the church to […]

Point blank…

Hello, my dear… Today for the last six months of todays… Have been incredible… The way life unfolds… Every footstep forward… One’s own intentions the only back I’ve ever known… The only gun I own??? No longer pressed against my temple, my invisible other… Freedom is when you become trigger happy… Taking yourself seriously… The […]

unPlugged…

Hello, my dear… I’ve been weaving together joy and pain receptors… Burnt out nerve ends… Unburdening myself… Doing myself justice… Understanding the way my heart… Ticks??? Is that what you think, my dear… I’m heartless… I’m mindless… Soulless??? If I was just a machine… Life would’ve been painless… Unattached… Detached… Void of emotion… Distant… Focusing […]

Nervous System…

Hello, my invisible other… Making time for myself finds me here… Thinking out loud from all corners of my mind… I’ve managed to express myself in more than one way… Decoding the programme… What you see is a temporary state of mind… Working towards a better future… It’s like publishing your first book… Then you […]

Glass Conscience…

I was sitting here thinking to myself… Why not say Hello and share the feeling… Have you ever been shocked to the core, my dear… Shattering one’s world view… Questioning everything you’ve been led to believe… Three times I’ve had my brains blown to smithereens… Fortunately I had a Source to fall back on… I’m […]

Dream recaptured…

Hello, my dear… The silence is all I’ve known… I was born with a defect that affects my way of thinking… A broken heart has made my stay on planet earth… Distant… I wasn’t born with an Adam’s apple… The lump in my throat is invisible… It doesn’t matter how many times I swallow my […]

Hardcore…

Hello, my dear… Today, I’m experiencing little nuggets of joy… First time realisations… Unadulterated satisfaction… A joy that supersedes all other pleasures I’ve come to know… I’ve skipped past the idea of happily ever after… Keeping joy close to my chest… It’s everywhere you look… The joy of returning home… Being greeted by my own […]

Phrase ii..

Hello, my dear… The sun is rising as we speak… I’ve been sitting here talking to myself for a few hours… Thinking… Sunday has arrived… I have 5 blank canvases tempting my dark side… I’ve just finished making myself at home… All summer I’ve been working towards my possessions being returned… Now they’re here awaiting […]

Reflections…

Hello, it’s me… If love is the death of me… I’ll die satisfied, my dear… The physical world is beautiful on the surface… Where the living and the dead co-exist for now… I dread thinking about the future generations… My heart grieves for all the carnage so far… For all the hearts living with loss… […]

Ahoy…

Hello, my dear… I’m in the feathers… A quilt like no other… Steaming through my veins… A bitter, sweet beverage lemon and honey… My head caught a cold from the fever I invited into my home… My hands are freezing… My feet curled at the toes… I’m thankful the fever left with a cure… My […]

Hand Made…

Hello, my dear… I’ve finally finished the interiors of my new home… It’s been awhile… In such a short time so much has happened… Six years ago to be precise… I decided to paint what’s on the inside… What was I thinking… What am I saying… Whipping up a storm that traveled through the virtual […]

Musical chairs…

Radio Rentals… Hello, my dear… A quick word to say… Yes…yes…yes… I have a his/herstory to bring to life… I know you couldn’t careless… If the world collapses around us… Right now…. Listen up, my furry friends… Winter is making its feelings known… My toes are frosty… Let’s thaw out for awhile…. I’m not fully […]

Mirror Mirror

Reveal all that you know… Show me your magic… A night time shot… The fairest of them all??? So she thought… Nothing lasts forever, my dear…. Take a good look… Balancing a candle on their head?

Wolf Moon Rising…

Supernatural… Happy new year according to who? Rat catcher…

Blank…

Hello, my dear… I’m going to be awhile… Blank is far more vast than I ever imagined… When the time is ours… I’ll be right back…

Out of Touch

Hello, my invisible other… I have no idea what to say… All that’s playing on my mind has got my heart asking why… Why does it have to be this way… Why can’t we just love each other… Is it possible, peace is not enough… Where’s the pleasure in deceit… Maybe we’re programmed to dispel […]