Hello, my dear…
The silence is all I’ve known…
I was born with a defect that affects my way of thinking…
A broken heart has made my stay on planet earth…
Distant…
I wasn’t born with an Adam’s apple…
The lump in my throat is invisible…
It doesn’t matter how many times I swallow my own pride…
It remains…
My heart beats with an urgency…
The physical world…
Accidentally on purpose…
Full of emergencies…
Today, my heart is unchanged…
My mind is in a different setting…
Between sunrise and the setting of the moon…
Having witnessed all I needed to see so far…
Has left me unsettled…
Questioning my own motives…
The only thing awaiting us all in the future is death…
Seconds and minutes are not to be trusted…
Days and weeks…
Can you plan ahead…
Making the physical world worthless…
But that doesn’t mean the time I spend here, my dear…
Is without purpose…
I’m a believer…
I’m no more than a witness against myself…
My mission to get my soul out of this world alive…
Trying not to spiritually die before death arrives…
Having tasted the best of both worlds…
My heart doesn’t live with regrets…
It begs for a drop of mercy daily…
Two years have passed by since, my dear…
Do I feel the emergency still???
Today, the world outside is so much darker…
I find myself lighting candles in the middle of the day…
Filling the air with the scent of melted wax…
Winter this year is a dream of mine come true…
The nightmare of two springs ago has crossed over…
The bridge over troubled waters…
Solid…
My heart???
In the now…
God conscious still begging for mercy…
Daily…
Artistic Insight... 
Melancholic yet hopeful. Thought- provoking.
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